28 JANUARY 2011 

tarikh sme1 that i call ' boo ' na taw , dea balek ruma dea lo . MOST IMPORTANT , i can meet her ! swear god im realy miss her . evryday n second im think bout her . ilovehersomuch , skng trharu sngat yang dia dana balek . muleh dngar suara dia . muleh msej diea , rndu sngat sore dia time dia geram . huk ! ! ! ! :( 

wana tells you , pisha dkat ats nyhh , smting yg biey akan buad if  jmpe boo  .  

imissyousomuch syang . 

FOE MY SWEETHEART : hey , im waitng for you like a year lo . . lamea sngat . pdahal bru 1 week ta dpat dnga sore taw ta . . orang rndu tauk ! knuw what , biey siap letak pisha boo taw ta dkat wallet biey . biey na stiap tmpat biey pegy , adw muke boo . imissyou ! :( n mce 2 dkat kelas , time ckgu tnga aja . biey bukak wallet then tgok pisha boo . then owang blakang nmpak gmba boo . then boey jux duno jhea dornag na ckap pea . aslkan boo ada nan biey kan ? ta tglkan biey kan ? syang ,, , im waiting for you . 

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ATIQAH ASHKILLA !

atiqah ashkilla . this is for you :(

syang . . bler na cal biey lagy . . imissyou a lot ! cepad syang , i wana hear yur voice again . syang , biey still tngu boo taw . jngn inad biey ta syang boo okayh ? biey syang sngat2 dkat boo :( taw syang . . dunt let me go hunyy . iloveyousomuch ! mce 2 biey ta puas brbual . a lot of story i wana tell you , but you cant rite ? :((( sokayhh syang . wlaubgaimna un biey appeciate syang call beiy tauk . at least , i know that i still in yur heart . hey , ILOVEYOUSOMUCH :( 5 prkataan yang akn slalu adw dlam hati biey , n blkang dri prkataan uw , adw nmea boo taw . nop sme1 else syng . i wanna u knuw that . i miss you a lot . im waiting your call hunny :( biey hrap boo sehad2 jhea okayyhh dkat sanea . taw . biey hrap sngt2 . iloveyou :(

hati berkata . .

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SI DIA . awx , , sye tramat mrindui awx . suda 1 mngu lbiyhh awx mniglkan sye kseorangan . knp awx pergi ? :( awx taw ta kalau awx prgi sye tater tmpat tok brmnja . awxx . . . smnjak awak tater , bnyak bnda2 yang jadi dkat saye wx :(( awx . . sye sunyi wx . . tramat la sunyi . bubu , bestie sye . dea da ta mcm dluw wx . sye trasea smlm wx time saye adw prob , dea ta amik taw pon wx pcal i . mcm i bru jhea knal dea . taphy da bpea lamea wx sye knal dea :( taphy kan wx , ari nyh . dea da explain sumea nya . dea pon sunyi mcm sye wx . kcian kan dkat sye dngn dea . awxx . . sye rndu awx sngat2 . . huk , tater spea wx tman sye . sye pgng dngn jnji awx , yang sye ta text sngt dngn orng laen slaen bubu . btol wx . sye pon jrang gne phun wx . . awxx . . .sye syang awx :( sye sunyi tnpa awx , bler awx na balek dkat pngkuan sye , na bring atas rba awx mce 2 . na plok awx mcm mce 2  . na buad sumea mcm mce 2 . sye na sngat awx ! ! ! 

sye syang awx sngat2 !

ssaat ak trmenung lalu mmikirkan si dea , prkara i2 brulang kali brmain di kpale ak . ak tramad mrindui dea :( ak disini stia mnuggu dea , walaupun bnyk prkara yg mmbuadkan ak brfikiran negatif , ttapi ak ttap brkeras untok brfikiran positif ,

8/1/2011 ak tel adeq gf aku , then brtanya kpdnya , *amoy adw caling family koe ta ? * ada . petng tady . . hanya tuhan saja yg taw bgaimana untok ak explain kan prasaan ak pda wktu 2 . ak brtanya kdp diriku , adkah dea sudah melupakan ku ? adkah btol ak sudah dtglkan ? :((( ak tana ckap prkataan i2 . taphy ak sdih , tidak kup adw 1 ksempatan tok aku mndngar suara dea , walaupun ssaat , sminit ? tiada ka ? :(( KENAPA ! ! hukk ! :(( taphy tdak mngapa la . ak taw , jawoh di lubuk hati dea . still adw aku . walaupon sdikt , i2 sudah amt mmbahagiakan ak .

SYANG ! im still waiting you sayg :((( imishyousomuch hunnny ! biey pegng jnjiy biey , im will waitng you :((( 

ANIVASARY :( 


10.1.2011 bersamaan isnin nyhh hari anivasary aku dngn dea . taphy ksedihan yg tramat yang ak dpat drpda ari 2 . ini dsebabkan hari anivasary akuh , dea tiada di sisi aku :((( now sekolah pun da mle . then dea dpat mcok tknik azizah , then yg trok nyup dea mcok asrama . YA ALLAH ! ak tidak dpat cntact nan dea . knp koe mnjauhkan dri ak nan dea . ak tramat syang kan dea . dan ak rndu snagt2 dkat dea . taphy takdir sudah mnentukan sglanya , kite sbagai hambanya , cume dpat truti dngn ati yang ikhlas . 
foe my WIFEY .
syang biey mnta maaf sbub tater dkat dngan boo , kalo muleh dkat, biey buad syang . taphy i cant :(( IM SORY HUNNY . im loving you so much . tater sapea yg dpat pisahkan kite . sayng , biey hrap boo dkat sanea just sehad2 okayh . biey hrap boo ingad sumea pesan biey taw . jngn lpea kayh dear :(( syang im like wana cry in front you n say that iloveyousomuch syang  !!! ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! hukk ! ! biey dkat snyhh still stia nan boo tauk , tater sapea yang bole gntikan boo dlam hati biey nyhh . biey inad jnji biey . biey akan jage relation nyhh syang . im pomise .
boo , dgn ksempatan nyhh . biey na ucapkan HAPPY ANIVASARY for you syang . ckop kite 4 bulan kan kekalkan hbungn nyyhh . wlaupun bnyk prkara kite lalui brsama , taphy mseng2 still muleh than . im so proud wth you hunny . iloveyou syang , SO MUCH  ! ! syang mngkin smpay sniyh jhea biey tlis . nunty biey akn update tntg kite okayh dri smasa ke smasa .
LAST WORD FROM ME , ILOVEYOUSOMUCH !

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 atiqah ashkilla * wifey

5.1.2011 ! hari yang sngat sedih buad aku . dea dpat tawaran mcok ke smk teknik azizah lo , yg mmbuadkan ak sdih , dea ak ddok di asrma . HUK ! then phun sumea ta muleh bwx pegy sanea . so ak ta dpat na cntact nan dea . hey ! ak akn mrndui dea SNGAT2 ! ak ta muleh hdup tnpa dea . dea da jady sparuh dlam hdup dea . taphy tapea . ak taw dea akn stia dngan akuh . akuh taw dea ta akan lpeakan ak . lagy pun dea da jnji tana tglkan ak lo ! thts y ak dpat ikhlaskan dea pergi , but nop frum my life OKAYH ! jux realakan dea mcok asrama . ak da buad prjnjian yg stiap ari sbto dea akan call ak . so ak akn tngu cal dri dea :) 

FOE MY WIFEY : hey , biey dkat snyh jux dpat mndoakan kjayaan boo taw . lpas nyhh biey da ta muleh jagea boo , :( lpas nyhh boo kna hdup tnpa biey , taphy skjap jhea syang . jux 2 years . ta lamea pon . biey dkat snyhh stia mnunggu syang :( waiting foe yur call , waitng foe yur result spm , waitng foe u taking me back . hey ilveyousomuch hunny . bgitahu , klmarin sori biey nanes trlalu bnyk sngat . biey jux ta muleh than syang boo sngup buad cmto . biey ta except boo ckap cmto . soorryy . taphy sokayh . biey jux anggap 2 pmbalasn dri boo cos biey sblom nyyhh adw sakedkan hati boo . sokayh syang . ta maw rsau . biey pham knp boo buad cmto . walaupun saked , biey sngup korbankan jiwa biey jux tok sme1 yg biey syang . im realy3 love you . biey ta pena stia nan gurl smpay snggup tngu taw ta . ta pena :(((( biey harap boo muleh prcye yg biey btol2 ikhlas syang boo . hope you can trust me . btw nunty da dkat sanea . jagea dri okayh ? muleh na lyan laky laen , taphy syang kna taw okayh batas dea . biey pena bgitahu kan ? so syang pham2 la okayh . biey bukan apea , takod boo trminat dkat laky laen . 2 jhea syng . hmm , HA ! ksihatan jagea taw . jngn tyto2 lmbat , btw smayang jngn tnggal ! 2 yang pnting . okayh ? iloveyou 

LASTLY frum yur lovely husband ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! jngn lpea cal biey taw .