happy anivasary atikah ashkilla . 

7 month we handle this relation .

thankyou so muchh ! 

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! MUAH3 <3

YOU . . . . .


hey awx . . hmm , apea yg jady dkat awx act , , hmm . . sye wsau sngt dkat awx  , hmm . ta maw la snyap awx . saya ta ske awx snyap . kan awx da jnji try tana pndam apea2 ? but awx still pndam ? taphyyy ,,,, tiime sye pndam , awx ta ske . if sye pndam msty awx mcam tana text saye . sye un tanaa wt cmto pat awx . saye crita la jugx apea yg sye rasea . taphy ta adil laa if sye jhea cita , , awx jux snyap . . n still pndam more n more n more . sye nii sapea dlam hdup awx :( awx na taw spea sye ? sorng pndengar , sorang yg akan hdapi susah snag bersama awx . sorang yg akan pham passan awx , sorang yg akan berkorban sumeanyea tok awx . sorang yg takan n tana berpisah dngan awx kcuali takdir wx. :(  mnta maaf tady sye TERPAKSE untok uff fhun sye . hmm , sye trlalu ksot tady wx . . dngn hw sye ta muleh na buad , dngn awax tana ckap knapa awx len tibe2 , hmm . . sye da taleh pkir apea2 wx . . so sye amik kptsan ari niy sye na tyto spnjang hari smpay esux pagy , jux mmpi2 yg sye dpat akn tmankan sye , hmmmmm . . . then tady bngun  , un fhunn awx ckapp . sye eja nmea awx sala . sori . . act i knuw yur full nmea , n hnestly duno what yur dad nme . . hmmm . . lpas to awx ckap yg awx bukn uff fhun taphy fun mati n lastly ckap awx saked prot cos period . hmm , sbub 2 kup awx mcm len pagi tady ? sbub 2 kupp awxx  . ..  :( knape awx ta ckap awl2 wax . . if ta sye taterla pkir bukn2 sbub awx .. smpay bku sye pon saye koyakkan wx . hw 1 pon sye ta sentuhh .  hmm , sye tlis dkat sniyhh bukn tok amik ksempatan na belas kasehan . sye cme mnta awx tok btw sye apea skaly pon dkat sye . so sye lega cos bukan sye yg buadkan awx mcm to . 


guess what no one , at out there that make me worried bout sme1 like you . 


ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! <3

story bout a girl .

shes name is atikah ashkilla , she my wifey lo . yeahh , nop pretty like u all nyup gf . bntuk or rupa tdak dpandang hnya hati yg snag dfahami , hmm . evry1 knuw my wifey will call her amuy . cute nme ma , cos her face yeahhh , mix skid chinies :) hmm , 

last 2 days , 

shes came back frum her hostel , GOD ! im realyy happy cos i can hear her voice , i can knuw her story , can care her , but hmmm ..  smetng happen . i fight wth her last nite , huk . . sbelum dea blek im pmise yg i tana fght wth her . hmm , n tana buad dea sdih . but my pmise grr ! !  itss all cos fb , a lot people break up cos fb , the point is , trough fb , jealous msty adw , privacy . hmm , 2 sumea buadkn 1 relation is not gona be longer . 

last nite i plan wana call her , but cant , i fght wth her . NASYA ! gram samea koe . hmm , but evrythngs gona be okayh . knuw what ? shes cal me early mrning , GOD ! mgantok muleh , but sokayh la . alhamdulilah dea cal . she still love me . hmm , but dlam telefon mseng diam , then i ask her y she nver share wth me bout her parents or about her senior  . hmm , y ! then she say " tana susakan b" im angry wth YOU MOMOY VG . but iloveyou  , so im jux chill . cos im thnk mybe u need a space n a good time t story . now im waitng foe yur story syang . 

now she back to hostel , hmm . i will missing you ATIKAH ASHKILLA .

hello atikah ashkilla .

hey u there , hw r you syang ? aiyoo , y u go to long ha ? hukk ,  , imissyousomuch TAUK ! hmmm , knuw what , adw 1 malam kn ? bieyy mmpi dea . . aiyoo , seram kowt mmpi 2 . but biey da cita rite , huk . hmm , syang , knuw what kite dana 6 bulan taw . biey happy sngt dapat brsama nan boo . n boo la owg pling lamea biey kpel . i loveyousomuch syang . ahd nyhh anivasary kite :) biey hope sngt dpat dnga sore boo taw , rndu MACIK ., hmm , na wishh dea , then say ' i wont let you go cos 1 thngs , i loveyou , muah3 . biey dkat snyhh ta curng pon , dunt worry pcal biey , smookie slalu adw tman biey , adw smetime sdih cos trinadkan biey jmpe boo , sdih sngt . n imiss it . so ... im waitng foe yur call hunny , , loveyou .

for ATIQAH ASHKILLA .

shes sme1 that i love . shes pretty kind person . hmmm , 1 nite , dlam sjarah ak brsma dea . dea critkan sumea mcala2 yang dea hdapi  , apea yg dea pndam slame nyhh . GOD ! im realy2 appeciate apea yg dea buad . sumea nyhh brlaku sturday nite . bfore dea balek hostel :( time dea btw aku , ak tramad trkjot . . dea snggup buad sumea nyhh tok ak :(( aku yang buta ta apeciate dea . . prkara yang pling ak inad , sbub knp dea snggup buad sumea nyh , it is * boo snggup buad sumea nyhh sbub boo syang dkat biey sngt2 . knap time 2 air mta ak ttbe klua ? sumea nyea sbub aku ta snggup na buad dea mndrita . ak da bnyk skedkan aty dea . hey syang,  biey syang sngt2 dkat boo :(  hmmm , now . boo da blek hostel . biey tater spea syang , yg adw only memory , yur pisha in my wallet , smookie , yur promise n all yur word . iloveyousomuch syang . nting can take u from me . NOTING ! slagy biey muleh prthankan relation kite , slagy 2 biey snggup than . hmmm , biey da ckap pat dri biey , biey tana lagy skedkan aty boo . biey tana . biarlah hati biey merana . asalkan sumea nyea dpat mmbahagiakan boo . imissyou ! so much syang .

HEY ATIQAH ASHKILLA 

hey syang , act i wana say sorry to you . hmmm , last week . biey adw skiwtkan aty boo . hmm , i knuw what im wrong . i knuw what yur feeling to me rite now . like u siad , ' to hard foe trust me now ' hm , tipula kalo biey ta trasea boo ckap cmto .. taphy hnestly , im really3 sad . ta sngke prkataan 2 yang keluo dri mlot boo . hmm . im realy2 sori . didnt mean foe hurt you . im realy love you sayng , bdoh la biey if na skiwtkan orang yg biey syang . rite ? hmmm , biey sbenanya tlis dkat mssage fb , blog , bukn pe . jux wana explain to you . i knuw im wrong , bout damia , bout chat wth another gurl . hmmm , im try to chnge my attitude . im try to care bout our relation . im try foe tc you , loving you , alwys be wth you when you need me , hmmm . . more important to make you trust me , loving me , n acept me back like first day im wth you syang :( im realy2 want that , hmm . . . biey rasea brsala sngt nan boo now . one nite , i hve thnk bout you . bout what i do to you , hurt you :( bnyk syng yang biey da buad . BNYAK SNGAT ! ! !  biey cbe tok cri 1 bnda yg buadkan boo btol2 prcaye yg biey btol2 ikhlas brsama dgn boo . biey IKHLAS atiqah ashkilla . hmm , syang . . biey hrap boo prcaye dngn apea yg biey ckap dkat boo slame nyhh , biey btol2 syang dkat boo n tkan pena samea skaly tok tgglkan boo , takan trlintas dkat fkiran biey tok tgglakn boo :( syang . . imissyou ! ! ! MISS YOU SO MUCH! im alwys thnk bout you . i liveyou :((((( atiqah ashkill . . percaya dkat saya ? sye jnji kan dluw yg saya na bhagiakan hdup awx ? sye akn lksanakan jnji biey . tater sapea leh amik boo dri biey . TAKAN :( syng , biey hrap boo percye biey lpas nyhh ? syang . . . im waiting your cal syang . im waitng foe meet you . i cant wait . ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! :((((((

percaya padaku . . . 

kisah ini brmula seorng rkan yang mmberi lagu nyhh kpdaku . aku pon dgn sgera mndngar lagu 2 . tapy :( ia amt mnyentuh hati ak , TERAMAT ! ak mngenali dea dri rkan2 aku yg brada di kota msai . dea bek orng nyea . dea pham aku . bnyk thngs tntang dri dea , dea share dngn ak . ak pleng sdih apabila 1 prkara dea mmberitahu aku . * _________ ak sdih ! :( ak ta dpat na than tok air mata ak jtoh , ak syang dea . taphy hanya sbgai kwn btasnya . 1 hari , tlah mmbuadkan ak halng dea :( kwn ak mncritakan prangai dea d sekolah , ak trdiam ! dan brtanya , adkah dea mnipu ak ! :(((( ak ta sngop tok brcerita , taphy ak tdak snggop tok smpan d dlam hti . slpas ak dpat tawu dri rkan ku yg dea kuad mnipu , ak trus ptuskan hbungan dea dngan aku . DAMIA EYA , maafkan apik :( 

ak mnyesal dgn tndakan aku . ecok nya ak mndgar lagu nyhh , ak trpikir kan nya , knap lagu 2 amat brmkna buad aku . knap ! :(( ya allah  ! skrang ak kseorangan , ksunyian , ak prlu kan tman . ak perlu kan ATIQAH ASHKILLA ! SAHABAT ! :(( akk perlukan mreka ! dmana korng sumea , korang dkat manea !

 

 

hari ini aku jmpea MOMOY BOO dekat ruma dia . then ak smpai , dea ckap mak dia dana balek . apea psaan korang kalo korang kna wt cmto ? maki adw kan ? tapi ak taleh wt cmto :( ak syng dea , ak tana dea tgalkan aku . then da jmpe dea , ak mnta tlung mmber aku amik ak tok anta bus stand masai . pasto pegy town , ok la arn . then na balek , mak ak da bsing . ta balek2 lagy :( then da smpai , ak mnta tlung atirah likan tpup * mmber ak , then tngu2 tater . then dea ckap ta kua . WTF ! ak ta kesa tpup tok ak tater , tapi tok MOMOY BOO . ak still rndu dkat dia SUMPAH ! :( 

 

then ta lamea uw , bubu text * bestie . dea ckap cmnea jmpea amuy , ak ckap okayh . then dea tnyea tmbang , ak ckap 40 . thenn dea ckap samea mhal nan rntai hasif bgy dkat dea . * kwn ak jugx . ok lagy , taphy ak sdih sngat , time ak ckap ak na bagy dea present samea mhal nan ak pegy uma MOMOY BOO . tapid dea ckap taya . dea suro ak blikan tok gf ak lagy bgush . apea korang rasea kalo dea ckap cmto :( ak taw dea mseh mara dkat aku . MAAFKAN AKU BUBU .

 

then ta lamea jugx , ak tgok MOMOY BOO ta blaz wall ak . then dea tlis da out dkat status tnpa btw aku . ak call ckap npea out ? simple word * saje . korang na taw , ati ak saked sngat ! :( knp dea buad ak cmnyhh . . . ak sayng dea , taphy npea nyhh yg ak dapt ! 3 thngs happen dlam 1 prkara . knp ! :( 

 

air mata ak na ngalir , taphy ak tna . da bnyk ak ngalirkan air mata ak . ckop ! ckopla ati ak da nanes . 

 

 

now aku kseorangan :( TERIMAS KASIH BNYAK2 . 

 

 

28 JANUARY 2011 

tarikh sme1 that i call ' boo ' na taw , dea balek ruma dea lo . MOST IMPORTANT , i can meet her ! swear god im realy miss her . evryday n second im think bout her . ilovehersomuch , skng trharu sngat yang dia dana balek . muleh dngar suara dia . muleh msej diea , rndu sngat sore dia time dia geram . huk ! ! ! ! :( 

wana tells you , pisha dkat ats nyhh , smting yg biey akan buad if  jmpe boo  .  

imissyousomuch syang . 

FOE MY SWEETHEART : hey , im waitng for you like a year lo . . lamea sngat . pdahal bru 1 week ta dpat dnga sore taw ta . . orang rndu tauk ! knuw what , biey siap letak pisha boo taw ta dkat wallet biey . biey na stiap tmpat biey pegy , adw muke boo . imissyou ! :( n mce 2 dkat kelas , time ckgu tnga aja . biey bukak wallet then tgok pisha boo . then owang blakang nmpak gmba boo . then boey jux duno jhea dornag na ckap pea . aslkan boo ada nan biey kan ? ta tglkan biey kan ? syang ,, , im waiting for you . 

ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ATIQAH ASHKILLA !

atiqah ashkilla . this is for you :(

syang . . bler na cal biey lagy . . imissyou a lot ! cepad syang , i wana hear yur voice again . syang , biey still tngu boo taw . jngn inad biey ta syang boo okayh ? biey syang sngat2 dkat boo :( taw syang . . dunt let me go hunyy . iloveyousomuch ! mce 2 biey ta puas brbual . a lot of story i wana tell you , but you cant rite ? :((( sokayhh syang . wlaubgaimna un biey appeciate syang call beiy tauk . at least , i know that i still in yur heart . hey , ILOVEYOUSOMUCH :( 5 prkataan yang akn slalu adw dlam hati biey , n blkang dri prkataan uw , adw nmea boo taw . nop sme1 else syng . i wanna u knuw that . i miss you a lot . im waiting your call hunny :( biey hrap boo sehad2 jhea okayyhh dkat sanea . taw . biey hrap sngt2 . iloveyou :(

hati berkata . .

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SI DIA . awx , , sye tramat mrindui awx . suda 1 mngu lbiyhh awx mniglkan sye kseorangan . knp awx pergi ? :( awx taw ta kalau awx prgi sye tater tmpat tok brmnja . awxx . . . smnjak awak tater , bnyak bnda2 yang jadi dkat saye wx :(( awx . . sye sunyi wx . . tramat la sunyi . bubu , bestie sye . dea da ta mcm dluw wx . sye trasea smlm wx time saye adw prob , dea ta amik taw pon wx pcal i . mcm i bru jhea knal dea . taphy da bpea lamea wx sye knal dea :( taphy kan wx , ari nyh . dea da explain sumea nya . dea pon sunyi mcm sye wx . kcian kan dkat sye dngn dea . awxx . . sye rndu awx sngat2 . . huk , tater spea wx tman sye . sye pgng dngn jnji awx , yang sye ta text sngt dngn orng laen slaen bubu . btol wx . sye pon jrang gne phun wx . . awxx . . .sye syang awx :( sye sunyi tnpa awx , bler awx na balek dkat pngkuan sye , na bring atas rba awx mce 2 . na plok awx mcm mce 2  . na buad sumea mcm mce 2 . sye na sngat awx ! ! ! 

sye syang awx sngat2 !

ssaat ak trmenung lalu mmikirkan si dea , prkara i2 brulang kali brmain di kpale ak . ak tramad mrindui dea :( ak disini stia mnuggu dea , walaupun bnyk prkara yg mmbuadkan ak brfikiran negatif , ttapi ak ttap brkeras untok brfikiran positif ,

8/1/2011 ak tel adeq gf aku , then brtanya kpdnya , *amoy adw caling family koe ta ? * ada . petng tady . . hanya tuhan saja yg taw bgaimana untok ak explain kan prasaan ak pda wktu 2 . ak brtanya kdp diriku , adkah dea sudah melupakan ku ? adkah btol ak sudah dtglkan ? :((( ak tana ckap prkataan i2 . taphy ak sdih , tidak kup adw 1 ksempatan tok aku mndngar suara dea , walaupun ssaat , sminit ? tiada ka ? :(( KENAPA ! ! hukk ! :(( taphy tdak mngapa la . ak taw , jawoh di lubuk hati dea . still adw aku . walaupon sdikt , i2 sudah amt mmbahagiakan ak .

SYANG ! im still waiting you sayg :((( imishyousomuch hunnny ! biey pegng jnjiy biey , im will waitng you :((( 

ANIVASARY :( 


10.1.2011 bersamaan isnin nyhh hari anivasary aku dngn dea . taphy ksedihan yg tramat yang ak dpat drpda ari 2 . ini dsebabkan hari anivasary akuh , dea tiada di sisi aku :((( now sekolah pun da mle . then dea dpat mcok tknik azizah , then yg trok nyup dea mcok asrama . YA ALLAH ! ak tidak dpat cntact nan dea . knp koe mnjauhkan dri ak nan dea . ak tramat syang kan dea . dan ak rndu snagt2 dkat dea . taphy takdir sudah mnentukan sglanya , kite sbagai hambanya , cume dpat truti dngn ati yang ikhlas . 
foe my WIFEY .
syang biey mnta maaf sbub tater dkat dngan boo , kalo muleh dkat, biey buad syang . taphy i cant :(( IM SORY HUNNY . im loving you so much . tater sapea yg dpat pisahkan kite . sayng , biey hrap boo dkat sanea just sehad2 okayh . biey hrap boo ingad sumea pesan biey taw . jngn lpea kayh dear :(( syang im like wana cry in front you n say that iloveyousomuch syang  !!! ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! hukk ! ! biey dkat snyhh still stia nan boo tauk , tater sapea yang bole gntikan boo dlam hati biey nyhh . biey inad jnji biey . biey akan jage relation nyhh syang . im pomise .
boo , dgn ksempatan nyhh . biey na ucapkan HAPPY ANIVASARY for you syang . ckop kite 4 bulan kan kekalkan hbungn nyyhh . wlaupun bnyk prkara kite lalui brsama , taphy mseng2 still muleh than . im so proud wth you hunny . iloveyou syang , SO MUCH  ! ! syang mngkin smpay sniyh jhea biey tlis . nunty biey akn update tntg kite okayh dri smasa ke smasa .
LAST WORD FROM ME , ILOVEYOUSOMUCH !

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 atiqah ashkilla * wifey

5.1.2011 ! hari yang sngat sedih buad aku . dea dpat tawaran mcok ke smk teknik azizah lo , yg mmbuadkan ak sdih , dea ak ddok di asrma . HUK ! then phun sumea ta muleh bwx pegy sanea . so ak ta dpat na cntact nan dea . hey ! ak akn mrndui dea SNGAT2 ! ak ta muleh hdup tnpa dea . dea da jady sparuh dlam hdup dea . taphy tapea . ak taw dea akn stia dngan akuh . akuh taw dea ta akan lpeakan ak . lagy pun dea da jnji tana tglkan ak lo ! thts y ak dpat ikhlaskan dea pergi , but nop frum my life OKAYH ! jux realakan dea mcok asrama . ak da buad prjnjian yg stiap ari sbto dea akan call ak . so ak akn tngu cal dri dea :) 

FOE MY WIFEY : hey , biey dkat snyh jux dpat mndoakan kjayaan boo taw . lpas nyhh biey da ta muleh jagea boo , :( lpas nyhh boo kna hdup tnpa biey , taphy skjap jhea syang . jux 2 years . ta lamea pon . biey dkat snyhh stia mnunggu syang :( waiting foe yur call , waitng foe yur result spm , waitng foe u taking me back . hey ilveyousomuch hunny . bgitahu , klmarin sori biey nanes trlalu bnyk sngat . biey jux ta muleh than syang boo sngup buad cmto . biey ta except boo ckap cmto . soorryy . taphy sokayh . biey jux anggap 2 pmbalasn dri boo cos biey sblom nyyhh adw sakedkan hati boo . sokayh syang . ta maw rsau . biey pham knp boo buad cmto . walaupun saked , biey sngup korbankan jiwa biey jux tok sme1 yg biey syang . im realy3 love you . biey ta pena stia nan gurl smpay snggup tngu taw ta . ta pena :(((( biey harap boo muleh prcye yg biey btol2 ikhlas syang boo . hope you can trust me . btw nunty da dkat sanea . jagea dri okayh ? muleh na lyan laky laen , taphy syang kna taw okayh batas dea . biey pena bgitahu kan ? so syang pham2 la okayh . biey bukan apea , takod boo trminat dkat laky laen . 2 jhea syng . hmm , HA ! ksihatan jagea taw . jngn tyto2 lmbat , btw smayang jngn tnggal ! 2 yang pnting . okayh ? iloveyou 

LASTLY frum yur lovely husband ILOVEYOUSOMUCH ! jngn lpea cal biey taw .